As I posted in a blog a couple months ago...its been a tough last year. Between losing my brother and Jessica having a miscariage, the last year was pretty rough. And for me who is a people person, it has been tough. I pretty much went into hiding. Part of it was good and part was bad. I had no idea how to deal with things so I cut myself off from a lot of people. It has also been hard for me in ministry. Its been hard to be my cheerful self. And I just want to appologize for that. I know that I have not been available at times. I know that sometimes I havent returned calls, txts, or emails. But I had to do what I had to do. I just have had to take time to myself. I needed time to heal. I needed to deal with things. I never thought this would be me, but after all this time, I finally am starting to get back to my old self. So I hope that I havent offended or hurt anyone by this. But please understand...I've never been through anything like this and had no idea how to deal and cope with it. But if I have please contact me.